Checkup

Doctor doctor tell me now

How much time I’ve left to live

How much time I’ve left to give

My passions and my lusts

You’re the only one I trust

To save me and my life

I don’t trust my friends, my wife

They don’t know how it is to be

The spectacle that’s always me

The way I am, the way I’m free

To be the one I want to be

But even then I don’t trust you

I’ll do the things I want to do

I’ll take a trip down to the shore

And throw my self into the sea

And then we’ll see

How fun it is to be me

When I’m floating wild and free

With the sharks and whales

Steering through currents with their tails

And yachts and schooners with their sails

Coursing through the blue

It’s true

I’ve got no time for you

I’ve only time for me

I need it to be free

Hooray for individuality

I guess?

Or maybe I’m a mess.